Peace!

How time really flies...and the new year has gone for over 2 months.
How I do not feel like embracing reality...
Reality bites...
life has to go on
..in its separate paths, meandering roads, and bumpy rides...
I'm not sure
perhaps time will tell
perhaps it's part of destiny
have i done enough?
have they done enough?
or it's all God's will?

decisions, decisions, decisions
what makes a decision?
too many choices?
or too limited resources?
a case of too little too much?

this babble is not meant to make any sense
it's a composite of dispersing thoughts rummaging through my compartmentalised brain

that's what makes life interesting...and annoyingly painful...and beautiful...and the list goes on...
can't make everyone happy
make myself happy at the expense of others?
maybe, maybe some people do that just for a living

blessed by HIM in many ways, saddened by HIS facts in many ways, saddened by the acts of humankind rather - this mortal ingrate creature(s) whose thoughts are so narrow, so incapacitated, so neurotic...

why or why?
ask less, accept more, peace...